Face the reality !

Finally I'm back, had been neglected blog for a long while.
There is lots of thing have been changed since I graduated from high school/college.

That moment when you realize the people around you, started to not depends on their parents anymore.

The moment you realize their parent is not accompany them for their first day in college.

That moment when your parents realize they over pampered you.

That moment when they start worrying about your life in your future and career.

That moment when they worry if the guy you choose is the best choice for you.

That moment when they do not nag you to study hard, instead they try to ask you put more effort.

That moment when you screwed up everything and felt so helpless inside, and then they stood u be by your side.

The moment when you realize life and people around are such reality.

The moment you need to know you should be more independent and take good care of yourself.

The moment ton of stress and environment force you to face it.

 The moment seen like everything had started change more and more.

The moment when you realize the world is god damn big..

There's so many talented people out there.

There's so many people work their ass of to get better life.

There's so many different kind of people out there.

And you finally realize...

You just want to back to your life,

 like the time having so much love from mom's/dad's arm.

I really do miss this those moment.

When there is no people being aside all of the long while. 

When there is too much helpless feeling in deep heart and close up your mind.

When the worst thing could happen on earth is those stupid mess assignment getting me into hell and I still haven't get the idea and observation with it in a short time.

I used to be a big things that I can cry my lungs off back then.

And now, no matter what happen you gotta swallow your fear and fix it,

instead of crying.

Afraid of growing up, but it use to be.

I'll be back in good condition soon. :)

Good Night!