【Im Lost】..

As the title telling yours, Im lost.

Yes, I admit that I am totally lost.
I really suffering with this cases that I make.
I did make those of them disappointed with me.
What can I do? How can I solve? What decision can I make?
I am just the one who always making trouble to others.
Sigh.. I should think positive =( ..


I started miss him. He’s the reason that I’m feeling lucky and being grateful everyday. He’s the reason why I smile when no one is around. He’s the reason that I wanted to be a good girlfriend and settle down. He’s the reason why I refuse to close my eyes and put myself to sleep every night while he is tucking me in. This is because my biggest dream is now fulfilled. And reality is way better than a dream eventually.

He’s my reason to be happy everyday. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted.

I terribly miss him, every seconds when he’s not around.