Express the feeling

Cap in 2007 - An old pic

I don't know what happen to me.

I'm kinda sad. =(


U know , -S-A-D-



I silent my phone.
ignore those message~


I went to bath room.
Let the water sprinkle on my face.My body

I really need a little bit time to calm down



CALM DOWN.... PeggY !

What the heck ?
I feeling damn stressful while i'm stay at home.
I can't stop my ear to listen those nagging from mummy..
Arrrr...please lar ! i gona be MADLY soon.


I dun even know what i did wrong while u are always unhappy with me?
My actions? My attitudes? Or what? Even i didn't talk at all..
It also make u people unhappy?
what is going on? i dun even know..

Sometimes when I'm crying madly in front of you.
and trying my best to tell you what the fuck is going on~
even I'm crying.
I TRIED.
i tried my best to let u know why am i crying here. what the hell is going on.

but u just ignore me.
didn't you ?

u ignored me.
about everything u, as a mother can solve it.
but u just not even dare to bring it up to daddy.


u are trying to protect sister or brother.
then , how about me? mom.
do you know, u r hurting me.

sometime.
that was just your opinion.
from the point of your view.
it doesn't mean everything.

we have to followed what u said.
when it was just your opinion?
are you kidding me?

that doesn't make sense.


ridiculous. u know?


i don't wanna screw it up.
i don't wanna have a war.
i dont like to quarrel with the one i love.
i love you guys~
all of us.

but i really cant stand it.


i don't wanna hold it all the time.
I'm also human being.

I'm enough.
really.

I'm really stressful to face this piano exam,
does u know ?
And u people please stop on nagging with it..
I'm trying my best to get pass..

i told you whatever i tot.
and i hope u get what i mean.


i must respect u,
because i love u, u r my mom.

and i deserve a respect too.
as your children. your daughter.