【Suffering b'4 tHE bed time】..

As I grow older , I need to think & plan my life. To have a career and to be more responsible. I feel like I need to think more thoroughly every decision I make because the older you get, the harder it is to reverse your actions and their consequences. I'm very scared of screwing up in life. I'm willing to take risks, though, as long as I think they might benefit me some way someday. The risk might be worth it, or it might not. If I don't succeed, at least I'll learn something from my mistake.

" Life never turns the way we want. But we live it d best way we can. There's no perfect life, but we can Fill it with perfect moments "

Being real, self honesty, clarity, discernment, & maintaining that inner Peace.

I've known all my life I just seemed to be wired a bit different from many, but it has been only lately that I accept that fully. At the same time I find I am less tolerant. I automatically assume ppl dont like me, so I dont talk to them unless they approach me first. I should change some bad habit and attitude. Always reminding myself about ..

" Conquer your bad habit, or they will conquer you "

Still stressing about future, anyway I should shut up & go to bed now

Sweet dreams y'all !