miserable and pointless !!

Hello pumpkinsss..

It's been like years i never been blog !!!
and now I'm back~haha
Oh my shit~I miss u guys so much~
do you all miss me? haha~
alright ! alright ! straight to the point~

actually I'm getting nonsense while last night.
its make me kinda depress when thinking such things.
i don't really know wat is going on wif me right now actually.
is like i always take things not so serious.
and i am still relaxing and hanging around now.
while chatting wif few of them- frens.
they going to tell me that they gona headed to do bachelor or adp or soon.
but look here.
i'm still blogging and watching pps day and night.
It is really killing me arrrhh..

and i knew my SEM result was terrible

always trying to runaways from the fact.
rely on my parents always put so much hope at me.
i knew that u people worry me just cause of love me.
haixz.. hope that i won't make u guys desperate.
gudnitex.

♥ yerrr !!

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why must i study??

yerrrrr

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why book exist??

yerrrrrr

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why my dogs so noisy??

yerrrrr

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why the music cant stop ??

yerrrrr

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why the line so laggy??

yerrrrr

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why i'm not 21 this year??

yerrrrrr

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why next week is not holiday??

yerrrrrr

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why i kept hearing "i don't care" now??

yerrrrrr

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why i sing like a cow??

yerrrrr

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why i miss my dear so much><.?

yerrrrrr

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why sooo freakin' hot??

yerrrrrrr

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why i didnt say yes tuh the money??

yerrrrrr

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why i can't stop yerrrr??

yerrrrrr

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dammit faster rain plz.....

GoodBye , 2009 ♥

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This is my last post for year 2009,will see ya in year 2010.
In that case , Im gonna write a small short diary about me and my life in the whole year of 2009.

When it is year 2009 I feel time passes so slow but till today I cant imagine that the time passed so fast. 2009 was ends. New year 2010 is coming , many more new stuff , new excitement , new pain and suffer to gain again. We are all 1year older 1 year mature and 1yr closer to achieve our dreams! Saying good-bye to year 2009 bringing me so much pain and also happiness. Letting me to know much more friends and working experience. Grown up to be more independent to myself by not keep taking parents money, Is a GOOD achievement ever! I finally can try to made it , although at some times I'm super broke then my mood will goes up and down. Anyway it is still good cause I earn my own and spend my own. I told my self when year 2010 comes ,I need to think and plan for my future, put more effort in study and improve my results in my courses. In addition,I already work for part time almost 1yr plus in teaching piano. But as usual not enuf for me to spend and save at the same time. So I gona plan for others way to get more earning. I really cant make up my mind but anyway all those plan's will do it after CNY. I think I should not say much about my family just leave it P&C it's much more better. skip skip skip . . . Have a new start in year 2010 whether in relationship or friendship, i hope all will be alright. Okay,finger cross promise.. to all of u.

I wish and hope everything will be move much more easier in year 2010.
I ♥ U all ,
Happy New Year !